Libro Te Amo | Pero Soy Feliz Sin Ti
It wasn’t just any book. It was El Jardín de las Horas , the only novel her father had ever finished before he left. He had placed it in her thirteen-year-old hands and said, “Everything I couldn’t say is in there.”
It was her father. He was young, laughing, holding a baby—her. On the back, in his hurried scrawl, were not the profound words she had expected. Just a grocery list:
And for two decades, Elena had believed him. libro te amo pero soy feliz sin ti
For seven years, the book sat on the highest shelf of Elena’s studio. Its spine, once a deep crimson, had faded to the color of dried blood. Its pages, gilded with gold that used to catch the morning light, were now dull with dust.
She read it the first time at fifteen, searching for a hidden goodbye. She read it again at nineteen, after her first heartbreak, hoping for a lesson on love. She read it at twenty-five, when she was fired, looking for a map to resilience. Each time, the words remained the same: beautiful, cryptic, and ultimately silent. She would close the cover and feel the same hollow ache, as if she had just finished a conversation with a ghost. It wasn’t just any book
Milk. Bread. A small hammer. Tape.
That night, she moved the step-ladder to the closet and put away winter clothes. She rearranged the living room so the armchair faced the window, not the bookshelf. She took down a framed quote from El Jardín de las Horas and replaced it with a photograph of the ocean she had seen last summer—a trip she had taken alone, without a single book in her bag. He was young, laughing, holding a baby—her
“Libro,” she whispered. “Te amo. Pero soy feliz sin ti.”