Lady — Macbeth

Then the sleepwalking began.

My husband is away now, hiding in Dunsinane, building walls of wood and bone and paranoia. The thanes are deserting him. The forest, they say, is moving . How fitting. Everything I touched to make us safe has become a cage. Every lie I told has grown teeth. And I am left with this—this terrible, absolute clarity. I wanted power for him, for us, for the burning thing inside me that could not be named. But power is not a crown. It is a mirror. And I have looked into it for too long. Lady Macbeth

But I? I am awake. I am always awake now. Then the sleepwalking began

What do I see? Not a queen. Not a monster. Just a woman who loved her husband so much she unlearned every soft thing she was born with. And for what? He is a tyrant now, and he does not even look at me. He sends for the doctor, not for his wife. He plans his battles, not our future. I have become a footnote in my own catastrophe. The forest, they say, is moving