American Sports Story Aaron Hernandez - Episode 10 -

In one of the episode’s most powerful sequences, Hernandez has a violent outburst over a TV remote, only to collapse into tears moments later, unable to explain why he snapped. A prison therapist suggests he write a letter to his daughter, Avielle. This act of writing becomes the episode’s narrative spine.

“They tell me I’m a monster, baby girl. But monsters don’t cry in the shower. Monsters don’t remember being 12 years old and feeling things for boys that made my father’s belt look like mercy.” American Sports Story Aaron Hernandez - Episode 10

Unlike the tabloid headlines, Episode 10 focuses on Hernandez’s internal war with his sexuality and his toxic upbringing. Through voiceover, we hear him draft the letter: In one of the episode’s most powerful sequences,

The hour opens in the aftermath of his acquittal for the murders of Daniel de Abreu and Safiro Furtado. For a moment, Rivera allows a sliver of hope to cross Hernandez’s face. He is, technically, not guilty of those deaths. But the celebration is hollow. The jury’s decision on the Odin Lloyd murder still stands: guilty of first-degree murder. The sentence is life without parole. “They tell me I’m a monster, baby girl

The camera lingers on the door of his cell. We hear the sound of a bedsheet tearing. Then, silence. The title card appears, noting he was 27 years old. The post-script reveals the severity of his CTE (Stage 4, the most severe ever found in someone his age) and the ongoing lawsuit by his daughter against the NFL.