He poured her a drink. They didn’t talk about the past. They talked about Seattle, her job, the absurd price of gas. Normal things. But every few minutes, a song from their shared soundtrack would play. The night felt like a session neither of them had signed up for.
“Don’t look so terrified,” she said, her voice steadier than she felt.
She’d driven three hours to crash his going-away party. Three hours of highway hypnosis, replaying every memory. They’d been a disaster of a duo—the kind of anthem where you pretend you’re fine, screaming “fall into the floor” while actually falling apart. They’d broken up four years ago. She’d sworn she was over it.
“Maya.”
Then she stood up. “Don’t screw up Seattle.”
He smiled, that old crooked smile. “I’ll try not to.”
It was a kind of night, but not the fun, reckless one from high school. Back then, the song meant sneaking out and chasing a stupid, glorious crush. Tonight, it felt like a taunt. She was the one counting herself out.