Leo wasn’t a music snob, but he knew what the filename meant. EAC: Exact Audio Copy. FLAC: Free Lossless Audio Codec. This wasn’t a stream or a low-bit MP3. This was a ritual. His father had hunted down the original CD— All This Time , Sting’s live album recorded on that surreal night, September 11, 2001—and ripped it with the obsessive care of a bomb disposal expert.
He understood. His father hadn’t run from cancer. He’d run toward something—the same thing that drove Sting to play that night in 2001: the refusal to be silenced by catastrophe. The album wasn’t a document of grief. It was a document of playing anyway .
“Did you listen?”
And the music, lossless and exact, played on in the silence between them. Sting - ...All This Time -2001- -EAC-FLAC-
Leo stopped cleaning. He sat on the floor of his father’s empty bedroom, the late sun slicing through the shutters. The song built to its strange, defiant chorus: “All this time… the river flows… end over end…”
Leo’s father had always hummed this one while fixing things—leaky faucets, broken chairs, the stubborn espresso machine. But hearing it now, live, unvarnished: “I looked out across the river… today the news was death and destruction…” Sting changed the lyric. He sang about a father, about leaving, about the dead being “lucky” because their pain was over.
“Yeah,” Leo said.
Leo grabbed his jacket. He knew where his father would go—the little church above Vernazza, where the stone bench overlooked the water. The same bench where, twenty years ago, his father had pointed at the horizon and said, “That’s not England, son. That’s freedom.”
The album played on. Between songs, Sting spoke. “ We decided to play… because music is the opposite of that event. ” The band stumbled, regrouped. They played Every Breath You Take as a requiem. They played Message in a Bottle like a prayer sent out to no one.
Leo found it the night his father didn’t come home from the hospital. Not because he’d died—his father, a stubborn Geordie ex-pat living in a quiet Italian coastal town, had simply walked out. AMA. Against medical advice. The pancreatic diagnosis had landed like a depth charge, and by evening, his bed was empty, the sheets cold. Leo wasn’t a music snob, but he knew
He drove the coastal road as the sky turned violet. The FLAC files played on, lossless, perfect, every breath and fret noise preserved. When he reached the church, the car was there. His father sat on the bench, a thermos of cold coffee beside him, staring at the sea.
Leo nodded.
Leo put his arm around his father’s shoulders. The river below them flowed, end over end. Not a metaphor. Just water. Just time. This wasn’t a stream or a low-bit MP3
Finally, his father said, “Did you find the drive?”