Ani didn’t cry at any of it. Not at the funeral, not when she saw the moving boxes, not when she cleared out half the closet. She just sat in the center of her small apartment, wrapped in an old quilt, and watched the dust motes dance in the afternoon light.
She ate standing up, right out of the dish, with a serving spoon. The first bite was just fuel. The second was warm. The third, she tasted the paprika. By the fifth, she could feel the shape of the spoon in her hand, the weight of the dish, the heat rising to her cheeks.
On her way back, she saw Mrs. Gable struggling with a bag of birdseed. “Let me,” Ani said. And she carried it up the three flights of stairs to Mrs. Gable’s door.
“There she is,” Mrs. Gable said softly.
She set it on the kitchen counter and stared at it for a long time. Then, for no reason she could explain, she lifted the foil. It was chicken and rice, simple and golden, with a sprinkle of paprika on top. The smell hit her—onion, garlic, something herby and green. And for the first time in months, Ani Huger’s stomach growled.
That Ani was gone.